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Sea
Sickness
A forty foot
yacht plows through the broken gray sea while I, inside, contemplate the
contents of my stomach.
It’s
interesting,
I think
through my increasing discomfort,
how
unpredictable the sea is.
She is like
a Goddess.
Her depths
are unknowable
but just as
we forget about them she reveals evidence
of Her
wonder,
a dolphin springing playfully up to
say hello to the sun;
of Her
wrath,
half of a ship, its masts catching
the deep currents, sails on eternally with its skeleton crew tangled in the
rigging;
of Her
mercy,
feeding the birds of the sky, the
hunters of the ocean, the people of the land with Her bounty.
How is it
possible for me to feel so sick upon the sea that God made;
where He loves
Her so much that He bends down
uninterrupted
at every
horizon to kiss Her?
The absence
of wind has turned the whole ocean into a mirror
and the
Goddess now reflects upon me and my tiny boat.
Her
curiosity springs forth in the form of hundreds of flying fish,
the school
skittering across the water in swift silver flashes.
My presence
is permitted and a brisk breeze sends me on my way.
In my
gratitude, I vomit over the stern and,
In a sort of
sardonic salute,
Wipe my
mouth and send a prayer ahead towards my horizon,
Where God
meets Goddess,
Where I meet
my future.
Sara, you have my vote, if you ever run for anything (I highly encourage this.) Also, I thank you for using the sadly ignored word, 'sardonic'.
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